Chapter 2: Park Chae-rin
I stood up from my seat and followed the class president out of the library.
I still couldnât fully grasp what was happening, but her words about class starting soon pushed me to walk down the hallway naturally.
As I did, the view outside the window wasnât the Isan High School where I worked as a social service workerâit was the Isan High School I had attended.
âThe outdoor library is gone.â
The outdoor library was built after I graduated.
Now, it was nowhere to be seen, replaced by the old basketball court that used to be there.
That wasnât all.
The classrooms were all jumbled up, their locations completely different from the school I remembered in 2023.
And most striking was Lee Hayan, walking slightly ahead of me.
From what Iâd heard, she was supposed to be studying abroad in the U.S. So why was she wearing the same school uniform as me?
ââŚâ
I touched my arm, feeling the texture of the clothing.
It was unmistakably the soft fabric of the school uniform shirt I used to wear, and that sensation told me this wasnât some absurd dream.
I reached into my pocket to check the date on my phone.
But all I found was a single lollipop from a brand Iâd never heard ofânothing else.
âClass President.â
âYeah?â
âWhat day is it today?â
It was a random question, and she couldâve been confused, but instead, she gave a bright smile and answered.
âWhat⌠you asking for candy?â
âHuh?â
Her reply didnât make sense, and as I stood there puzzled, Hayan pulled something out of her pocket and handed it to me.
âHere, candy. You donât have to beat around the bush.â
It was a common lollipop, the kind youâd see at a convenience store counter.
I reflexively took it since she offered, but I still didnât understand why she gave it to me.
As I stood there holding the candy, dazed, Hayan spoke again.
âBy the way, Joon, you donât seem like the type to care about this stuff, but youâre secretly into it, huh?â
âHuh? Uh⌠yeah, I guess?â
With my half-hearted response, Hayan stopped walking, gave me a bright smile, and said softly.
âDonât tell the other kids I gave you candy, okay? Itâs White Day, so I brought some, but not enough for the whole class.â
ââŚGot it.â
Her words finally made it clear what day it was.
âWhite Day?â
White Day.
March 14, the day when guys give candy in return for the chocolates they received on Valentineâs Day⌠or so itâs supposed to be, but at school, boys and girls just exchange candy with each other.
I glanced at the sign on the front door as the class president entered through the back.
[1-2]
No matter how much time had passed, I clearly remembered being in Class 2 during my first year of high school.
âI was definitely in Class 2 as a freshman.â
The faint suspicion Iâd been harboring started to fit together perfectly.
As I followed the class president into the classroom, forgotten memories came flooding back, and I could no longer call it a hypothesis.
ââŚF*ck.â
I had gone back eight years to March 14, 2015.
*
I needed sugar.
After class ended and break time started, I popped the candy Iâd received into my mouth to sort out my thoughts, rolling the soft, sweet strawberry flavor around as I sank into contemplation.
âIs this a hidden camera prank?â
That was my first thoughtâeveryone was pulling a fast one on me.
But that idea had already flown out the window the moment I stepped into the classroom.
There was no reason for anyone to go to such lengths for a hidden camera prank.
And more than anything, my herniated disc, which used to ache just from sitting, had made me eligible for public service.
Yet now, after sitting in a chair for thirty minutes, I felt no pain or discomfort whatsoever.
âNo way a hidden camera prank could fix my back perfectly.â
Besides, the sights I saw while walking to the classroom couldnât be explained by a prank.
âUgh⌠does this even make sense?â
It was hard to believe, but I had no choice but to accept reality.
No matter how or who did it, I had gone back in time.
To my first year of high school, no less.
ââŚShould I buy some cryptocurrency?â
The moment I realized Iâd gone back in time, my first thought was, naturally, money.
In 2015, Bitcoin was still dirt cheap.
If I bought some now, I could easily multiply my money a hundredfold later and say goodbye to the life of scraping by⌠except.
âI donât have any money to multiply.â
If Iâd gone back just three years earlier, I couldâve bought Bitcoin for peanuts, but in my memory, by 2015, it was definitely over 10,000 won.
An average person might think to save up pocket money to buy it, but in my household, even a few ten thousand won was too precious to spend on something like a single chicken.
âSometimes we even fell behind on rent, so where would I get money for thatâŚâ
Unless the money multiplied instantly, Iâd have to wait at least three years for cryptocurrency to hit ten million won.
My friends and I used to joke about going all-in on crypto if we ever went back in time, but now that I was actually here, I didnât even have the money to buy it, so I had to give up.
âHaâŚâ
If Iâd known this would happen, I wouldâve memorized some lottery numbers.
If someoneâs going to send me back in time, shouldnât they have given me something to work with?
âThough Iâm grateful my back is completely healedâŚâ
Still, the thought of enduring another eight years of the hellish poverty Iâd already lived through wasnât exactly thrilling.
And above all, being a high schooler now meant.
âI canât buy cigarettes.â
Cigarettesâthe pest of my life and my only solace, picked up while working grueling manual labor jobs every day after high school.
My body was clearly pre-smoking, still clean, but my nicotine-craving brain was tormenting me.
If I could just sneak out and have one cigarette, wouldnât that be great? Is there any way?
I held the lollipop stick like a cigarette, trying to at least mimic the feeling.
Suddenly, an unfamiliar hand landed on my desk, drawing my attention.
âHey, whereâd you get that candy?â
I looked up from my slumped, pessimistic posture and saw who was talking to me.
I was startled to see a face more familiar than the class presidentâs, paired with a body decked out in solid muscle.
âYuma?â
Shimoe Yuma, my middle school buddy and best friend.
Heâd said his dad got a job in Korea when we were in seventh grade, so his whole family moved to the neighboring country.
I liked manga and anime, so I approached him as soon as I saw him when I transferred to a new school,
and the relationship continued to the point where I kept in touch with him even after he returned to
Japan.
âItâs been almost three years.â
He noticed my shocked expression but casually repeated himself.
âNobody would give you candy, so whereâd you get it? Did you steal it?â
My mind, still dazed, was hit with his sudden jab.
But I was so happy to see him that I grinned and shot back.
âYou donât need to know, Jap.â
A statement that would make anyone else faint in shock.
But the guy on the receiving end didnât bat an eye and retorted.
âDefinitely stole it, you Joseon punk.â
It was a dizzying exchange, but no one around us reacted.
Half the kids in this high school already knew weâd been like this since middle school.
And since it was White Day, a week after the school year started, everyone was probably used to it by now.
As I was catching up with my old friend through our somewhat rough camaraderie.
A commotion came from the back door of the classroom, making me turn my head.
âUgh, seriously, you crazy b*tch, get lost.â
âAww~ Why you gotta be like that~â
A group of girls burst in, giggling, their fashion, makeup, and speech screaming, âIâm totally a delinquent.â
The so-called âiljinâ crew strutted in, their presence impossible to ignore.
âThose girlsâŚâ
Back in the day, Iâd avoid even making eye contact with their type.
But now, I couldnât take my eyes off them, staring blankly.
âUgh, stop clinging, itâs gross.â
Normally, Iâd have looked away quickly, not wanting to get involved.
But one of them caught my eye and wouldnât let go.
Sharp eyes that would make a timid kid look down instantly, a black bob cut, and a purple Adidas tracksuit always worn over her uniform.
âChaerin-jjang, youâre so mean~â
Yeah, Park Chaerin.
Weâd gone to the same middle school, so I knew her face and name, but we were never close.
Iâd messed around with the guys in her crowd at school, but I barely paid attention to the girls.
She couldâve just been another delinquent girl Iâd forget entirely, but I could never forget her.
And for good reason.
[Chaerin-ah! My daughter!]
How could I forget the girl who led me to my second funeral?