Chapter 7: WY Cup Amateur Championship
The second day of the WY Cup main draw.
The semifinals in the morning.
After lunch, the final begins.
Iâve reached the semifinals, but Iâm not in a great mood.
Even if Iâm a has-been, I was once a pro 9-dan.
Itâs like an Olympic athlete competing in an amateur track meet.
If I held back to go easy, itâd feel like insulting them, so I played at full strength.
Even if their skill seemed low, itâs only polite to face them with my best.
But my overwhelming victories must have been a shock.
I made two talented young girls cry.
âHaa.â
Iâm like an unfair, rule-breaking existence that shouldnât be here.
Thatâs who I am now.
I might have done something cruel to kids who came with high hopes.
But just as they joined with clear goals, I have reasons I canât compromise on.
âGet it together.â
Facing the bathroom mirror, I lightly slap my cheeks.
Getting smug after a few wins and worrying about othersâ feelings? Pathetic.
Those talented kids will surely bounce back.
I just need to focus on the next match.
My semifinal opponent is Lee Yoonhye, an amateur 7-dan.
Sheâs a big name in the womenâs amateur scene, sweeping prize money from tournaments.
They say she earns more than some underperforming female pros, so her presence here is significant.
I wash my face to clear my mind and head to the venue.
Reflecting the weight of the semifinals, recorders and timekeepers are seated, laptops open, chatting.
A large camera is set up, likely for a broadcast.
Having lived the pro life, this scene doesnât faze me.
I exchange light greetings with tournament staff and take my seat.
Thereâs still plenty of time before the match starts.
Arriving early to center myself is an old habit.
âPlayer Ryu Seo?â
Someone calls out to me.
A tall man in glasses.
âYes? Thatâs meâŚâ
âCongratulations on defeating tough opponents to reach the semifinals! If you have a moment, could we do a quick interview before the match? Just a few minutes.â
A reporter. Honestly, I donât want this much attention already.
âSorry, Iâd like to clear my mind⌠Maybe after todayâs matches, if thatâs okay?â
I politely decline.
âWhoops, sorry for distracting you! Then letâs do a winnerâs interview after you win. Promise youâll keep it!â
The reporter, brimming with enthusiasm, shakes my hand and disappears.
âHooâŚâ
With that much energy, even if I tried to escape after the tournament, heâd probably catch me.
Interviews are a hassle, but I can handle them.
Besides, Go tournament articles donât get many readers anyway.
I push the reporter out of my mind and check the clock.
About 20 minutes left.
Enough time for a mental game.
I close my eyes and start meditating.
*
Lee Yoonhye, 7-dan, sitting across from the blonde girl, leans back and takes a deep breath.
What makes strength in Go?
Fuseki? Maneuvering? Fighting? Endgame?
All are important, but Go isnât just about pure skill.
The mind. An unshakable spirit.
Mental strength is paramount.
Humans arenât cold, precise machines.
A slight waver in the mind leads to impulsive, inconsistent actions.
Anxiety, tension, impatience, obsession, despair.
These affect physical sports like golf or soccer, so how much more in Go, a battle of the mind?
Placing an unnecessary move to shake off unease or recklessly invading a solid enemy position out of impatience can lead to defeat.
Lee Yoonhye has seen countless opponents crumble this way.
Never formally trained, sheâs beaten highly talented research students and won titles because of her mental toughness.
She looks up at her opponent.
At best, innocent; at worst, a bit clueless-looking.
But now, itâs as if sheâs switched to a different personality.
Despite early minor mistakes putting her behind, she remains detached, unhurried.
No trace of impatience or anxiety in her mechanical moves.
Cold and unyielding as iron.
The girl shows no small habits of tension or deliberation.
She sits upright, her unwavering gaze fixed on the board.
The game is nearing the end of the middlegame.
Sheâs winning.
By a slight margin, but still ahead.
Lee Yoonhye repeats this to herself, but she canât shake the feeling of being chased.
If her opponent were a loud, aggressive thug, itâd be fine.
Theyâre human, with limits, and would tire eventually.
Keeping her pace would shake them off.
But now, it feels like a relentless killing machine with gears is closing in, just slightly faster than her.
Despite trying not to notice, her steps quicken unconsciously.
To regain composure, Lee Yoonhye shifts her focus to the lower-side skirmish.
The initiative is hers.
Pressing the central weakness and resolving the lower side would limit variables.
With Blackâs center thin, theyâd have to respond to her moves, like it or not.
ââŚâ
But the girl doesnât reinforce the weakness and faces her head-on.
On the lower side, Whiteâs shape is much thicker.
In a life-or-death fight, itâs overwhelmingly advantageous.
Feeling uneasy at the girlâs bold confidence, Lee Yoonhye decides to engage.
Two groups of unalive stones entangle.
She blocks Blackâs retreat first.
Black responds, cutting off the lower-side White, and a full-scale reading battle begins.
If you donât kill, you die.
The one who kills first wins.
By Lee Yoonhyeâs reading, sheâs one move ahead.
Blackâs moves follow her predictions.
âUghâŚâ
As possibilities narrow, she notices a Black stone in an odd position.
A move she thought was a mistake.
The girl, still calm and unfazed, places another stone.
A double atari.
Whiteâs escape routes are split.
But either choice leads to self-destruction.
With a brilliant move, the girl reverses the one-move gap, her expression unchanged.
No triumph or joy, just counting points and considering the next sequence.
The lower side is lost, putting Lee Yoonhye at a disadvantage, but against another opponent, sheâd fight to the end.
With a flawed opponent, she could force a move in the late game or endgame.
But against this girl, overturning the game feels impossible.
Sheâs infuriatingly humble despite her towering presence.
Having faced many opponents in countless tournaments, Lee Yoonhye has never met someone sheâd rather never face again.
âYou played a good game. Good work.â
Sighing inwardly, Lee Yoonhye gathers her stones.
âOh, well played! Thank you!â
Only then does the blonde girl, previously motionless, flash innocent eyes and bow cutely.
The chilling thought that it might all be a mask makes Lee Yoonhye shudder as she heads to the bathroom.